Sorry I did not write yesterday, but am having a hard time with depression. If I just pull the covers up tight and lock out the world maybe this will go away..... I had a hard time getting out of bed this morning, of course it does not help that it is raining and a good day to snuggle in.
Yesterday went well as I was enveloped with love from the MCA staff. They were shocked and saddened to see me back in 8 weeks. The treatment went well and I was home shortly after 2. I have the nausea pump on and am doing fine with that. Rested in the afternoon with a short nap. Last night was my first sleepless night. Finally went to sleep around 3. In the past when that happened I would pray for others but now can't keep my mind centered on even a single thought. This is so frustrating.
At 2 today MaryAnne is taking me to my therapist. I need help getting my thought patterns in order and not waste a single moment of this gift of life. Praying Lexapro kicks in soon.
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Dear Colette! Thanks for your update. Hang in there. Hope your session went well today. We hope to get up to see you soon - will call first tho! Love you so - and as always those 4 am prayers are for you.
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