Friday, March 20, 2009

What a busy day! I left the house at 7:30 am when my friend, Linda, picked me up for a doctor appointment with the radiation specialist. His name is Dr. Bryer. I had another physical and good conversation. His suggestion was 25-28 treatments in the pelvic area. This would not start until three weeks after chemo is finished. He also suggested I start taking Lexapro, an anti-depressant. I agreed that I was struggling and that this drug worked well for me after Chuck died. He also gave me Ambian which I will not take until Jenn is here to see how I do with it. I did take it in hospital and had no problems but want to make sure I am okay with it here at home.

I met with Dr. Honeycut's nurse, Jeannie, to ask her to set up a second opinion at UMKC the week of the 30th. We discussed wigs, haircuts and other important things......

I have an appointment at 1pm on Monday to get a short haircut to try to prepare for what is to come. I will probably investigate wigs next week.

All of this is overwhelming to me. I am very tired tonight. I feel weak so will crash early. I understand getting the proper rest is important.

I did receive a wonderful sdurprise today from my sister, Denise, who lives in California. For my 60th birthday, she sent 80 quilt squares to my girls and they collected messages from friends, returned them to her and she made me a beautiful quilt. It has taken on an even more special meaning now as I snuggle in it and remember how many love me. THANK YOU, Denise.
May each of us truly appreciate the gift of time we have and tell all those we love how special they are.

May God grant me continued peace which does surpass all understanding. I trust He is going to work powerfully through my life as I face each new day.